
It's three in the morning. I hate being up this late. It means the next few days, maybe even the week, feels off. But insomnia is a catching thing it seems, here at the Burrow and in Transistional phases I usually have much on the brain in the way of potential plans so it can be difficult to shut them off.
Mom and I took Dev (I used to have psuedonyms on here, what were they anyway?) to his new apartment on Tuesday. We didn't expect to stay overnight but amidst a day of various adventures (which he already wrote about and I'll post because he covered it well.) that's what wound up happening and I was glad for it. As he arranged his room with his belongings he made a comment about it being nice to know where everything went after being in a transitional mindset for so many months. How nice it was to be settled. I said yes, that I wanted that too and he laughed at me. "No you don't." he said practically in a guffaw.
And I know what he means, and he's right. I don't neccesarily want to be in one single place for the rest of my life yet. I like to travel about and see people and check out new places. (However I am getting to a point where I'd like to know where to anchor at least. That doesn't mean I have to stay there consistently but it would be good to have a base.) But what I meant was I would like to know where to hang my cranes.
For my twenty first birthday I received one of my all time favorite gifts, a handmade mobile of paper cranes from my beautiful friend Erika. Everywhere I've been since then they've been wrapped up, carefully packed (which is difficult I must say), untangled and hung by or above my bed. They've been packed away in my luggage since the end of May. It's nice to visit my family here at the Burrow, but it isn't where I can hang my cranes. With Devan moved out the little boys get their own rooms now & I'm excited to see them hang their cranes, as it were, making up their own corners of the world and arranging for their space as they please.
And I look forward to seeing where my next corner is too.
I'd love to hear about your corner. What is your version of a paper crane mobile? What would you take into a new space that makes it 'home', makes it yours?
I didn't know you had a blog, Faith!
ReplyDelete... I think, for me, it's books. Which is unwieldy and rather unfortunate, though I guess I don't need them all to feel settled; if I have even five or six books to organize on a bookshelf, it feels like home. It's the first thing I did in France, in London, in Seoul, in Jackson. Unpack books and set them up in a nice row, their spines looking bright and promising. That's when I feel unpacked, rooted-- however temporarily. Your paper cranes are much more poetic... ;)
I do have a blog Addie! And I'm glad you found it. (warning it's very inconsistent.)
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing about your books. I don't know that paper cranes are more poetic than well aligned books. Do you specific books that have to up?
Are you and your books back in Jackson now?
Burrow not paper crane hanging-friendly, eh? Would make great target practice for Luke, scrap paper for Devan, toys for Sam, Dad might try to roast them & I would lose them. I hope your life becomes crane-friendly one day.
ReplyDeleteHey, there's a lot of uses for paper cranes at The Burrow, eh? :) Can't hang my cranes here either, no where to do it. hmmmm. I did see paper flowers today at a Smoothie shop though.
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